Saturday, January 28, 2006
xin nian dao le.. i was just glancing through my photos.. and I came upon the picture of my late grandfather and I, merely weeks before he departed this world. it's been a year.. but the wounds are just as fresh as they ever were. I will be visiting him tomorrow, and it always brings back painful memories of his funeral. I miss him, his warmth and love towards me. He was always so proud of me, and I was his only grandchild. The last thing he said to me was.. "guai" This will be ther first new year we celebrate without him.. And it feels so weird... why did he have to go.. Ah.. fragmented thoughts strung together doesn't exactly make up the best entry, but.. oh well.. not going to bother sounding coherent right now.. so I shall just ramble on. So much has changed since last year.. looking through photos brings back fond memories, yet, creates an air of melancholy.. Grr.. so much things to do.. so little time.. let's just say.. I'm glad I still have who i have right now.. and am making an effort to cherish them before its too late.. It's a lesson ought to be learnt.. Seriously..
tht's all for today..
/12:38:00 AM
